In a City Without Seasons
Hello there, darlin'. Won't you come in and stay for a bit?
Anonymous said —
❝ It's been months since I've seen him. Every couple I witness holding hands, reminds me of him. Certain songs cause me to tear up. I hate it, but I can't help it. I don't know when it'll end, but he worst part about it is the loneliness. The loneliness I feel when I'm around dozens of people is frightening. I had the option to remain friends with him, but I chose not to because he went against his word. What good would that have done to remain friends? I'm trying my best to move ahead. Its hard.. ❞

My Dearest Anon,

I’m sorry that you are hurting right now. I feel your pain. I wish I could give you an exact date, time, and place as to when you’ll stop hurting, but I can’t. It may be tomorrow. It may be two months from now. What I can promise you, though, is that you will stop hurting at some point.

Dealing with loneliness is a difficult thing to do. I struggle with it more often than I’d care to admit. I’ve started to try and embrace it. I like to listen to music that conveys how I’m feeling, and journaling out my thoughts. As a result, I’ve begun to become more comfortable in my own skin, and gained back some self confidence that I lost along the way. That may not work for you, but try and find some sort of outlet to express yourself and how you feel.

I don’t know the whole story, but it sounds like there would have been zero benefits from trying to keep a friendship going. There are toxic people in this world, and sometimes you don’t realize they are until later on. You’ve dodged a bullet. You might not believe it now, but you will sooner or later.

There are some days where my heart aches because I miss The Boy, and I want to call him so very badly. Then there are days where he’s just merely a passing thought. You will have your great days and your horrible days. As hard as it is, don’t let the horrible days keep you down. Remember that a great day is up ahead.

To quote a line from one of my favorite movies, Her (Fantastic film. Seriously. Watch it if you haven’t. Brilliant acting, writing, and music), “We are only here briefly, and in this moment I want to allow myself joy.”

This person is no longer a source of joy to you. Don’t allow them to take away your ability to feel that. You deserve better.

A limerick:

toothlessrebel:

asgardiantelevision:

image

Doesn’t look like a limerick to you? Try this:

A dozen, a gross, and a score
Plus three times the square root of four
Divided by seven
Plus five times eleven
Is nine squared and not a bit more.

THE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCCCKKKKKKK

(via live-the-life-of-mylo-xyloto)

do you ever go through those phases where you just don’t feel like talking to anyone for a few days and it’s not because you’re mad or anything you just don’t feel like talking???

(Source: clara-oswald, via live-the-life-of-mylo-xyloto)

intensional:

i got 99 problems and probably about 94 of them come from my lack of motivation to do anything

(via rachelpuncan)

❝ I wonder if you ever talk about missing me to anyone. ❞

—(via bl-ossomed)

(Source: an-ti-grav-i-ty, via totallyirrelevanturl)

thebitterbite:

officialorangejuice:

what others call a rebellious phase I call the sudden realization I don’t deserve to be treated like garabge

IT HAS BEEN SAID

(via totallyfubar)